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Bruises are back in style [Jul. 22nd, 2005|11:03 am]
But I just can't help myself...

_schizoidal_
[mood |enthralledenthralled]

Last night my boyfriend had me pinned to the bed, while he fingered me for hours, drawing me to I don't even know how many orgasms. He sat there staring into my eyes the whole time and all I could do was moan and beg for mercy, but it was definitely one of those situations where no means yes, then again there is no way I could fight him even if I really didn't want it. I don't mean that he would rape me or anything, after all it's impossible to rape the willing, and with one touch I am always willing for him. He's trying to cut back on his biting, my breasts and thighs are covered in buises, huge dark purple ones, I should be upset about them, but the pain when he's making them feels so amazing and I have these dirty little feelings afterwards that I am officially his because I'm covered in his marks... Even right now as I sit at work, thinking about this, and the sweet suffering I am going to do tonight, I am so horny, I don't know if I can make it until I get back to his place, I may end up jumping him outside tonight, maybe on the riverbank, we can fuck in the bushes....

:) hope you liked the posting, I was going to toss in some pics of my bruises but didn't know if anyone was interested in seeing, they make me happy personally ;) -- *hugs* Shrug

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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2005|08:21 am]
But I just can't help myself...

mindcontrol_
[mood |amusedamused]

Yeah, this is a community but basically I'm the only one who posts, haha.
It was easier to make it this way cause I don't have to log in & out constantly.

Anywaysss... all the good stuff is under friends-only. ;-)
So I'll add you if you're from darkfetishes or darkramblings, and communities like such.

-Me.
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(no subject) [May. 13th, 2005|06:37 pm]
But I just can't help myself...

mindcontrol_
Welcome fellow deviants. ;)

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Damn I've got mad paint skillz, yo.
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